Friday

Today is lovely friday.
Yesterday, set alarm clock in my phone at 7am because I need to go to school at 10am for pidato trainning.
I slept at about 2 something and ya the alarm clock rang but I just ignored and it kept ringing and ringing until 9 o'clock. I supposed to wake up and actually memorise my text but I was just too tired. Haha. pigging~
So, went to school at 9.45 like that. The forum group was there and I saw both my teachers too.
Started training. Panicked and I forgot my text again and again.
You know the feelings? Everyone was starring at you with their weird eyes. Some don't even bother to listen to you.
Hey what's the problem? I know you all are mxxxxx. I'm not. So? You make me doubt myself. I won the competition is it really because I was that good or because............ ? you know
At last, I was left to be alone to memorize my text again AS USUAL. Ya, they reached the national level, so what am I? I'm just at the state level, and I don't have the chance to win right to you all? ... speechless
I calmed myself and try hard to memorize the script. Again and again I did. Two hours I spent in school just to see you all joking away, having fun while practicing and I was alone at the corner. How do I feel that time? You all didn't bother to teach me too.


Jolene is acting sensitively again, ya I know.


I can never have peace in my life ): that's me.
Well, 7 more topics for me to do. And, my homework. To be honest, I haven't touch or write a single word. Well done, Jolene.
Oh ya, tomorrow I'm leaving for Singapore.
After that, I'm travelling to Malacca again on friday if I'm not mistaken for a church camp. I really hope that I will gain my faith again. I feel that I'm lost now -.- This year, many relatives are going and I'm very happy about that. However, sixth aunt is not going because she is scared of the sickness in malacca. She will have a baby boy soon :D


I will miss you huh.
But, I will bring my laptop there. Just don't know they got wireless or not. If not will be quite convenient if I keep on using their internet. Because once I switch on my computer, I'm addicted to it. -.-
If I can't use the internet in singapore, I will be updating my blog one week later.
So, MAKE SURE YOU MISS ME. YA, I MEAN YOU, WHO ARE LOOKING AT THIS. DON'T DOUBT :D

Having flu I think ):
Hope it will be ok by tomorrow.
I'm excited to see my lovely selene, celeste, jean, all yiyi and ... coco, hope she doesn't follow and bite me this time -.-

That's all for today.
I'm going to pack my bag. ( Last minute)
Tomorrow will be leaving early in the morning so that it won't jam in jb.

Miss ya,
Jolene