After having breakfast, I reached home hanging around like a ''sapo'', then I went to sleep. I slept for a long long time until my mum called -.- Ok, after all the nonsense, let's talk about my March test. For maths, est, add-maths and physics...... Anyway, let's see how will it be.
Chatted with a friend just now, and he was sad for his results. He didn't get what he targetted before this. I tried to console him, but when he asked me this question, ''if it's you, you will be the same right?'' Ya, both of us care a lot for our results, and what he said was true. Anyway, like what he said, it cannot be changed. So, what can we do? We can only accept it and admit that we still have to improve ourselves. This is what I told myself throughout the test, I'm going to do my best, but what comes out I will accept it. It's human nature to be unhappy when people get better than you, but why shoould I be unhappy when other people get good results as they have did their best and they too worked hard for it. They deserved it, sometimes we must admit that.
Recently, I'm quite emotional. I don't know why I become such a person that I don't know what am I doing. I told myself studies will always be my first thing to think about, and why I am lost now? I will not let myself to be like that anymore, it's time to wake up. What for caring for other people so much, as it may not last, I know it exactly. And, I just don't know why I don't have the courage to end it. Honestly, I care who are you, I care about your attitudes, the way you act and so on. Just to say, you are not the right person):
I still cant's find my usb which makes me really angry about it! Will upload some photos when I found it.... That's for today, hope my friend will not be sad anymore :D
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