After practising for alomst a month, tomorrow is the day.
Arrgh... Starting to get panic now, please ar remember all the parts and don't make any mistakes!!! Once we are on the stage, we can't afford to do any mistakes.
Scared scared scared!!!
Anyway, we know we can do it. We practiced for so long already, and all of us want to win for sure!
Now, have to keep praying and praying. No panic no panic tomorrow!!!
I'm not on the stage what, so what for I worry, relax.....
Today, I heard Fatin's speech. Wow, she was great! Her expressions all everything perfect. Just hope that her impromptu will be good too. Pray for her, that she will win for our school.
Pray for all of us who are taking part in debate and choral speaking tomorrow,let's do our best :D
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
busy days.
This fews days are really busy for choral speaking, pidato and choir. The whole day in school, the things I do is just rushing here and there just to attend one practice after another. It will be a tiring week. Wow, for choral speaking, tomorrow is the last day for us to practise. But as a conductor, tomorrow I have to spend some time on my pidato too. Because I haven't been practising for it and luckily I finally managed to memorize my prepared speech.
Tomorrow- final day! Do our best! We must win this year :D
Oh Lord, we pray that all of us will do well in the competitions, not only just to perform but we want to win. Pray that Lord you will calm us on that day, so that we won't be panic, too excited and forgot all our parts. Amen.
Arrgh, didn't go for bm and add- maths tutition today, to prepare for the pidato. Missed add- maths again, hope that I can catch up. After all the competitions, it's time to study for my mid- year exam. We have not much time to go!
Saturday, March 28, 2009
lovely saturday.
Finally, it comes to weekend. Busy for the whole week, finally got some time to rest.
After resting, next week will be a busy week again. WE WANT TO WIN AR!
Will I be panic like last year? I hope not~ I want to do my best and win!
Still preparing now. Heard that Fuichi taking part in public speaking :D
Wish she can win and represent district :D
All the best :D
After resting, next week will be a busy week again. WE WANT TO WIN AR!
Will I be panic like last year? I hope not~ I want to do my best and win!
Still preparing now. Heard that Fuichi taking part in public speaking :D
Wish she can win and represent district :D
All the best :D
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
tired day.
Today, was informed there will be a pengakap camp. But, too bad... I can't join because I not ''layak'' yet ):
Hmm, after that was so busy all day. First, we started for choral speaking. I feel it's better today, and I gained more confidence to conduct. Today we actually did quite well, just hope that all of us especially me will remember all our parts -.-
After that, I went for this national science quiz which I don't know what isi it actually at 10 something. The questions are soooo difficlut. Three of us were completely blank and blur. We can't answer the questions at all.. Lastly, we used some stupid ways to answer them. Haha. Our ways are funny, really. LOL.
Right after the quiz, I rushed to the hall for choir. I think we are doing well :D Just that I'm losing my voice. After conducting the choral speaking, I can feel that my voice is a bit.... I can't sing some of the parts ): please don't torture me like this, all the 3 competitions need my voice! hmm, choral speaking doesn't need actually. Decided not to talk tomorrow during choral speaking!!
The last thing for today is.... I got 1st for the march test. I'm happy :D but, not too much ya this is just the first test, mid year is more important. Have to work hard and get first again :D
That's all,
nightss
Hmm, after that was so busy all day. First, we started for choral speaking. I feel it's better today, and I gained more confidence to conduct. Today we actually did quite well, just hope that all of us especially me will remember all our parts -.-
After that, I went for this national science quiz which I don't know what isi it actually at 10 something. The questions are soooo difficlut. Three of us were completely blank and blur. We can't answer the questions at all.. Lastly, we used some stupid ways to answer them. Haha. Our ways are funny, really. LOL.
Right after the quiz, I rushed to the hall for choir. I think we are doing well :D Just that I'm losing my voice. After conducting the choral speaking, I can feel that my voice is a bit.... I can't sing some of the parts ): please don't torture me like this, all the 3 competitions need my voice! hmm, choral speaking doesn't need actually. Decided not to talk tomorrow during choral speaking!!
The last thing for today is.... I got 1st for the march test. I'm happy :D but, not too much ya this is just the first test, mid year is more important. Have to work hard and get first again :D
That's all,
nightss
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I HAVE A BIG GOD.
In time of difficulties, don't ever say, ''God, I have a big problem.'' But instead, '' Hey problem, I have a big God.'' and everything will be alright. I received this message from a friend, I feel that it's very meaningful. Is God trying to speak to me? No matter how difficult is it the situation, God has planned everything, I should not worry so much. When I received the message, actually I typed a long one to reply my friend, but decided not to send, it's enough with a simple thank you with a sincere heart. Your message really makes me feel better.
Hmm, today I skipped chinese class again huh -.- lazy~
Trained for choir and I feel that it's quite ok already. We practised for one day only and we were doing well as what teacher said.
Tomorrow we will train again for choral speaking and choral speaking, so I'm not entering class for the whole day. Arrgh.... missing many classes.
We need to sacrifice some time in order to win. I'm taking 3, hoping that I will get something back from all 3. I don't want to come back with empty hands.That's a ''nono'' for me.
This time will be a challenge for me, I wan to face it TOUGHLY, BRAVELY & CONFIDENTLY.
I will surely do what I said.
As for my marks, I got all of them already. I got 81 for est, which is A1. I'm very very happy with that. Thank God for that. And also for physics, I got 77, A2. Missed another one together with chemistry. Same marks. While for sejarah, I got 95, A1 :D I know it's the first test only, so shouldn't be so happy yet. It's ok, I'm satisfied, but I know I still need to improve. Overall, I'm happy with my results. A1 for chinese, english, maths, add-maths, sejarah, est, accounts, bio, moral while A2 for bm, physics and chemistry. :D
It's late already, so that's all for today. Nightnight :D
Hmm, today I skipped chinese class again huh -.- lazy~
Trained for choir and I feel that it's quite ok already. We practised for one day only and we were doing well as what teacher said.
Tomorrow we will train again for choral speaking and choral speaking, so I'm not entering class for the whole day. Arrgh.... missing many classes.
We need to sacrifice some time in order to win. I'm taking 3, hoping that I will get something back from all 3. I don't want to come back with empty hands.That's a ''nono'' for me.
This time will be a challenge for me, I wan to face it TOUGHLY, BRAVELY & CONFIDENTLY.
I will surely do what I said.
As for my marks, I got all of them already. I got 81 for est, which is A1. I'm very very happy with that. Thank God for that. And also for physics, I got 77, A2. Missed another one together with chemistry. Same marks. While for sejarah, I got 95, A1 :D I know it's the first test only, so shouldn't be so happy yet. It's ok, I'm satisfied, but I know I still need to improve. Overall, I'm happy with my results. A1 for chinese, english, maths, add-maths, sejarah, est, accounts, bio, moral while A2 for bm, physics and chemistry. :D
It's late already, so that's all for today. Nightnight :D
Monday, March 23, 2009
It's raining outside there....
Today is the first school day after one week short break. Nothing much happened, it's just that the assembly was too long today and the sun was shining brightly -.-
I was informed today that the three competitions I am taking part will be on 1st, 2nd and 4th of April which is next week!! Now, how am I going to cope with all three of them?
When I'm writing this, I'm quite down actually.. Sad or angry? stressed? I don't know. Just blank..
Because it's raining? Because of the three? homework ? results? or because of YOU? I hope it's not any one of them, I will be alright by tomorrow I think.
Being a conductor. You know what? It's not an easy job. Or, am I making it difficult? I just don't know. I believe I can do it, but when I am facing them, I'm just not brave enough to lead them. I feel scared and worried, until now I haven't tried to lead them from the beginning to the end. What am I going to do next week? Just stand there like what I usually did?
I don't want to make a fool of myself on that day knowing nothing, now I'm trying hard to follow. I really don't get it what is my problem, I just don't know.
I wonder.... Actually, I'm not the suitable person, right?
My pidato. Ya, it's true that my long script is almost done. But honestly, I'm not ready at all. My impromptu speech I don't know anything yet. I did my research, but I haven't do a single one. What am I waiting for and why am I still wasting time here instead of starting to prepare them? You know what, I don't know how to write! This March test really makes me disappointed on my bm paper. Last time I used to score but now not, why? I used to add in nice words and phrases, now I added too but why did it come out like that? Almost all the peribahasa I used are all not suitable, usually I won't make mistakes like this but why this time it turned out like that? I'm over- confident? It really hurts me and even more when we are doing corrections today. She asked us to copy one of my friend's one. Hers is simple and direct whereas mine.... I don't know how to describe. You may take this as an excuse but it affects me a lot, I didn't expect to get such marks and I even thought I did ok for it. Now, I dare not do or add anything into my essays, I'm afraid it may turn out that way again.. And, please.... two points for the pidato, just two and I can't write, it's impossible right? what am I doing now actually!
And, another don't know what stupid Science quiz is coming on this Wednesday. I don't know anything and they can suddenly put my name and suddenly they just informed me like that. Hello? I'm not genius, without asking, without any notice, without anything, you just ask me to take part like that? And, I don't even know who is the one who asked me to take part, who put my name -.-
I'm sad. The rain stopped already. I love raining actually. After expressing, I feel better actually.
Just pray that everything will be alright by tomorrow.
nightsss.
I was informed today that the three competitions I am taking part will be on 1st, 2nd and 4th of April which is next week!! Now, how am I going to cope with all three of them?
When I'm writing this, I'm quite down actually.. Sad or angry? stressed? I don't know. Just blank..
Because it's raining? Because of the three? homework ? results? or because of YOU? I hope it's not any one of them, I will be alright by tomorrow I think.
Being a conductor. You know what? It's not an easy job. Or, am I making it difficult? I just don't know. I believe I can do it, but when I am facing them, I'm just not brave enough to lead them. I feel scared and worried, until now I haven't tried to lead them from the beginning to the end. What am I going to do next week? Just stand there like what I usually did?
I don't want to make a fool of myself on that day knowing nothing, now I'm trying hard to follow. I really don't get it what is my problem, I just don't know.
I wonder.... Actually, I'm not the suitable person, right?
My pidato. Ya, it's true that my long script is almost done. But honestly, I'm not ready at all. My impromptu speech I don't know anything yet. I did my research, but I haven't do a single one. What am I waiting for and why am I still wasting time here instead of starting to prepare them? You know what, I don't know how to write! This March test really makes me disappointed on my bm paper. Last time I used to score but now not, why? I used to add in nice words and phrases, now I added too but why did it come out like that? Almost all the peribahasa I used are all not suitable, usually I won't make mistakes like this but why this time it turned out like that? I'm over- confident? It really hurts me and even more when we are doing corrections today. She asked us to copy one of my friend's one. Hers is simple and direct whereas mine.... I don't know how to describe. You may take this as an excuse but it affects me a lot, I didn't expect to get such marks and I even thought I did ok for it. Now, I dare not do or add anything into my essays, I'm afraid it may turn out that way again.. And, please.... two points for the pidato, just two and I can't write, it's impossible right? what am I doing now actually!
And, another don't know what stupid Science quiz is coming on this Wednesday. I don't know anything and they can suddenly put my name and suddenly they just informed me like that. Hello? I'm not genius, without asking, without any notice, without anything, you just ask me to take part like that? And, I don't even know who is the one who asked me to take part, who put my name -.-
I'm sad. The rain stopped already. I love raining actually. After expressing, I feel better actually.
Just pray that everything will be alright by tomorrow.
nightsss.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
FINALLY. byebye
Have to say byebye to my holidays liao ):
I'm still awake now because I was doing my script. I'm glad that I finished 3 points and my mum is happy with it too :D Tomorrow, she will pass it to the teacher in charge to check.
Arrghhh... I did not manage to finish my homework, so tomorrow will definitely be a tiring day as I have two tuitions and I have to do my homework which I haven't completed. ):
Today, didn't went for worship and yp meeting. We overslept and I had tuition so have to miss the meeting.
Another thing I realised is that, my room became messy again -.-
Papers and reference books lying all around, sorry mummy. Give me some time to clean it up!!! hehe.
It's time to sleep now, nightnight :D
I'm still awake now because I was doing my script. I'm glad that I finished 3 points and my mum is happy with it too :D Tomorrow, she will pass it to the teacher in charge to check.
Arrghhh... I did not manage to finish my homework, so tomorrow will definitely be a tiring day as I have two tuitions and I have to do my homework which I haven't completed. ):
Today, didn't went for worship and yp meeting. We overslept and I had tuition so have to miss the meeting.
Another thing I realised is that, my room became messy again -.-
Papers and reference books lying all around, sorry mummy. Give me some time to clean it up!!! hehe.
It's time to sleep now, nightnight :D
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